In love with an Angel

 As the train moving slowly, trying to win over the wind, moving ahead…. Unlike the

Indian railway vehicle, which has a goal in its journey, my life just, moving without any goal. as the trying to grip its speed my mind rushing speedily back into the past. Trying to turn the pages of my life, the read pages. Just trying to rewind it.  It was 9 years ago when I met her for the first time. Life was in a budding state. It was my class 6 when I saw her for the first time. That time I had no idea about her. Kiara, a sweet girl, always having a happy smile in her face.. I feel the angel will also fail in front her beauty. Seven years passed, it was the time to depart from the school but there might be just few occasions in which I might have talked with that girl. .  But you know everything has a time to occur so it was not that time I fell for the angel.  It was the time when the best time of our life the seven years of school has finished all were trying to find a professional career for them. Just being a classmate I phoned her.  Sorry I had not that gut to phone her because she had not any personal cell phone that time so I just messaged her. In my texts, which I sent her, I had not written my name in any of those smses. After two days of continuous texting once, my phone rang displaying her mom’s number in the caller id. Yes that was the first time, for the first time I talked to her for a long 10 minutes.  As the time passed our relationship (do not take it otherwise) our friendship started to initiate. Time was moving in its own way we joined engineering in two different colleges. The just friend in us has changed into best friends. Our conversation duration via phone had also started to increase day by day. Sometimes it used to be long 180 minutes.  Usually I used to spend less time on phone. You know it was woman’s power, which turned me into a talkative man. Don’t remember what I used to talk but she was there to find a topic for us. Whatever it may be, but I just loved it. I had no idea when the love for the talking, the love for her voice had been changed into loving her beauty, falling for her heart. Yes I was in love. Love with that angel.

As the time flowed the love for my angel just went on gripping my heart then to the mind. I just became mad for that girl. I could not know it was just infatuation or something more. as the saying oes one boy and a girl cant remain just friends.some one will fall on the other..it may be the boy who at first fall in love. One evening I dialed her number. When she received the phone the sentence consisting of three words came out
side of my mind and mouth.  Without  a pause I just said love you Kiara. That time I had not that gut to hold the phone suddenly I cut the phone.i had no idea what would happen next. Will she accept my love. I had more fear not for dejection of myl ove but I was fearing our friendship would not break. So many thoughts were running in my mind. The ringtone of the phone helped me to come out of that world....

to be continued....